A Few years ago my life became a living nightmare. I was telemarketing,
and in the middle of a call my voice faded away. My last words
were, "I think I'm losing my voice. I'll call you later."
A half hour later I fulfilled my promise with the hope of closing
the sale. My voice quickly disappeared in addition to the possible
commission. I was quickly diagnosed by one of Los Angeles' preeminent
Ear, Nose, and Throat specialists that my loss of voice was treatable
via speech therapy. For two months I worked with a therapist my
doctor recommended. I made no progress. My world renowned doctor,
and the speech therapist concluded I was a head case and that
I should visit a shrink. This didn't make much sense to me. Sure,
I may have been a little crazy, neurotic, obsessive, and compulsive,
but my lack of voice, I knew, deep in my heart, was not some sort
of reaction to a real or imagined adult or childhood trauma. I
saw a psychologist who quickly concluded I may have been a little
nuts, but that my voice loss was not psychologically related.
I was elated that my belief was confirmed, but depressed that
I seemed to be undiagnosable and untreatable. During my initial
visits to my ENT specialist and speech therapist, a very good
friend of mine recommended I see a Dr. Morton Cooper who had cured
his father of a speech problem which innumerable other doctors
had been unable to remedy. I barely paid attention. After all,
I assured him, I was in the hands of the very best. Well those
hands had just dropped me, and I was feeling a lot like Humpty
Dumpty. As I began checking out new speech therapists, who sounded
much like the one who thought I was crazy, another friend of mine,
who does a lot of voiceover work in Hollywood, and is fascinated
by anything that has to do with the voice, gave me a book entitled
Stop Committing Voice Suicide, by Dr. Morton Cooper. His name
rang a bell. This was the same guy I had ignored earlier. I read
the book. I felt as if it were a personal letter addressed to
me. Doctor Cooper understood the game I was being put through.
One of his past patients wrote a testimonial endorsing Dr. Cooper
which told the story of how his doctors thought his voice loss
was a psychological manifestation. Doctor Cooper knew otherwise.
He cured this patient. Today I am cured as well. I have returned
to telemarketing and can talk for hours and hours on end. Thanks
to Doctor Cooper's treatment and his brilliantly simple exercises
I understand how to correctly use my vocal mechanism and am confident
I will never lose my voice again.
N.W.